Though my job is easy enough, I find myself dreaming of the day I can return home. Outside employment is not for me.
I do not like office politics, nor being told what to do. I don't care for customers with attitude. My pleasantness quickly fades. I'm really not a people-person!
But what really gets me is that I don't have enough time to do the things I enjoy, nor keep my house and yard the way I want it. It seems like all I do is work and come home to more work. It's hard to muster up energy beyond doing dinner, dishes and laundry.
I want to write. I want to read good books. I want to cook and bake. I want to have the energy to clean my house and work in my yard. I want to be home when Alfred is home and do things with my girls. I want to rest when I'm tired and not be tied to a set schedule. I want time to visit my Mama and siblings.
I want to live life on my own terms.