Some days I feel on top of the world and then other days I just feel restless, tired and sad that I long to escape, to start over and find peace and rest from all my cares.
I long to sit by the sea as the waves roll in, listening to the sea gulls cry, and feel the sun on my skin. In my own little world, allowing the sea to wash my burdens away with the tide.
I wish there was something, anything I could do to make things better. To heal the hurt and help resolve issues that threaten to destroy a relationship. I feel stuck in the middle, my sanity hanging on by a thread.
I never expected my life to be one of ease, but I didn't expect it to be so damn hard at times either.