I've had alot on my mind. The questions swirl through my head without ceasing. Questions I do not have the answers to yet. And I sit paralyzed. What if I make the wrong choice?
I have come to the point where I am tired of living a mediocre existence. I've settled into a comfortable, boring routine and I hate it. I feel restless and discontent...depressed even.
Should I get a job? Should I go back to college? At 38, am I too old to go to college?
What excites me? What am I passionate about? I can't even begin to tell you.
How do you widen your social circle if you don't have one to begin with? I have been so focused on home and family that I no longer have a life of my own.
So many unanswered questions...thus the reason for my lack of blogging. I write not for pity, but to hopefully sort out these feelings and find me again.